People said it would happen.
I knew it would happen.
And today it did.
Today we had a bad day. In fact, we had a really bad day.Not to worry, not bad in the sense that anything went medically or physically wrong. The follicles are growing and we are still right on track with all that.
Even as I sit here and try to think through exactly what happened and how it all started I can't. I'll spare you the gorrey details but suffice to say that the day was full of hurt feelings, way too loud and "pointed" conversation, episodes of silence, etc, etc. Need I say more?
All of that happened several hours ago and as I sit here now things seem much more manageable. I am not going to overanalyze "it" (as would be my natural tendency) but instead choose to chaulk it up to mounting stress as the days stack up towards this monumental undertaking. Instead I am looking forward to making up later :)
Saturday we head to GR to the fertility clinic for another ultrasound. We've been having them done locally up until now but the doc wants to have a look for himself go off we go. Hard to imagine that by this time next week we will likely be somewhere in the middle of either the egg retrieval or the embryo transfer. GULP!
Even when the day is bad, my God is still good.
Kendra
1 comment:
Praying that the making up will make the messing up worthwhile! :)
N.
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