Friday, March 14, 2008

Crabby?

Yesterday thankful....today more like crabby. Mood swing anyone? Hard to admit but I think maybe it's true. Maybe it's a side effect of the drugs i am injecting or maybe the devil's got a foothold today but I FEEL CRABBY. For the record, i am going to blame it on the drugs til my dying day so let's just go with that OK? It is listed as a side effect - they call it irritability but crabby describes it better. I have noticed even at work today I was irritated to the point of insanity by all the noise and chaos going on around me. Now today wasn't any noiser or chaotic than any other day but I did a lot of biting my tongue today. Anyway, I feel a bit better now that I am home and fed. My husband has gone to play cards with some friends and I am going for a walk (usually the surefire crabbiness cure) and then going to enjoy the silence of my house. Sounds strange but when you're crabby sometimes the kindest thing you can do for the world is withdraw til it passes.

Even when I'm crabby (remember now...it's the drugs) I know my God is good all the time.
Here's to waking up with a sunnier disposition.
Kendra

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